I write this letter to myself with a numb heart,
Nothing but numb for now
Deprived of all the human emotions
Mentally exhausted
Unable to feel the surroundings
Voices and people seem to be blur
No tears in eyes, no voice left
I know nothing, I have nothing
As I sit, I feel drowned, just with my head above the water
Enough for me to breathe, and survive
My hands feel numb
My legs feel cold
A sense of quivering inside my soul
My mind feels like a blank canvas,
I try to recall the good memories
But there ain,t many to caste my mind
I try to spot a fake smile, to feel the euphoria behind the curvy expression,
But my heart aches as I fake it
But there’s something my mind knows well,
It’s not weak, it’s not shallow
It is powerful, strong, resilient and a force to reckon with,
I know it will lead the marches
I believe in myself,
I have faith that everything will work out for the best
I have no tears in my eyes
I have no expectations in my heart,
I feel detached, buy detached for good.
But I have a soul, which silently utters the words “I got this,”
I got this my girl.
I got this, You got this…
We got this honey.
All of us got this.
Whatever you are going through, never forget to remind yourself that, you are a survivor, and you got this.
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Thanks a ton for stopping by and resonating with it. Means a lot
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ON DIMENSIONS
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♤ ZERO D – Source, Orbs, Sub Atomic Spaces
♤ 1D – Soul School
♤ 2D – Soul Graduates
♤ 3D – Soul Post Graduates Interested Only in Self
♤ 4D – Soul Service Providers for Others
♤ 5D – Soul Ascended
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♡ Latest Draft
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ON BEING SINGLE
♡ SHE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO, YELLING!!! AT ME, BLAMING ME AND THEN I TELL HER TO “FUCK OFF!!” then We Break Up; because it’s OK for HER!!! to YELL!!! at Me but NOT!!! The Other Way Round as THAT IS MALE DOMESTIC ABUSE!!! is AnyOne Else Able to SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) The Problem With This and, Much More Importantly, The Solution that it is Right in Front of Us, Under Our Very Noses 🥺🥴🤓🤫🤭🤐🙄😔🤗 🤔 ?
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ON QUANTUM THEORY/HYPOTHESIS/LACK OF EFFECTIVE EXPERIMENTS
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◇ Apparently Popping In To and Out Of EXISTENCE!!! without a Creator is a Possibility, even a Probability, in Our Quantum Universes; ergo, where is The Divine in ALL of This Apart from in Our PsychoPathology 🤪😝🤭🤫🤗🤔 ?
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ON DIMENSIONS
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♤ ZERO D – Source, Orbs, Sub Atomic Spaces where Linear Time has No RELAVANCE!!! Ether and Zero Force Packages waiting to Be Ignited by A Big Bang
♤ 1D – Soul School, Early Learning, Soul Primary/Junior and Secondary/High Schools
♤ 2D – Soul Graduates, Soul UnderGraduate University
♤ 3D – Soul Post Graduates who ARE Interested (Pun Intended) Only in Self Advancement and Self Interest (Pun Intended)
♤ 4D – Soul Service Providers for Other Souls Serving Others, Inverted Pyramids with ALL The Power at The Inverted Point Maintaining Balance, Supporting The Most Important People at The Widespread Top of Said Inverted Pyramid such as Garbage Collectors, Janitors, Street Sweepers, Recyclers, Hospitality and Emergency Staff et al and Next to No Self Interest (Pun Intended), Zero Points aka Black Holes that eventually become Zero Force (SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) Above)
♤ 5D – Soul Ascended with Varying Levels of Access to ZERO D (SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) Above) Assisting Said Soul Service Providers to Serve Other Souls
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ON TRUTH
♡ ???
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ON THE ONE
♡ I Have Quit Chasing Skirt and Fake Dating, instead I AM CHOOSING!!! Waiting; as Marilyn Monroe Famously Stated “If you cannot handle me at my worst you sure don’t deserve my best.”…so I CHOOSE!!! WFC (Worst First Courting); put plainly, SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) Me as I AM and Help Me Improve in a Kind, Civil and Courteous Way or, Please, Stay THE FUCK!!! Away from Me, Please
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ON DATING
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◇ A Date is Fake; here’s why:
♤ Best Behaviour
♤ Best Look
♤ Worried About Spinach Teeth
♤ Random Thoughts like ‘Does their poo smell 🤔 ?’
♤ Wondering about Domestication and Little Brats
♤ Breath and Body Odours
♤ Parenting
♤ Exes
♤ What If 🤔 ?
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ON ORGANIC LIVING BOOKS
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The Beauty of Online Communing is that there is only A Beginning and NEVER!!! ‘The End’ like a Printed Book; for those Old Enough to Remember, ‘The Never Ending Story’ ~ Movie
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ON DIVINE FEMININE ANGER
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◇ Nothing Worse to Hear from a Lady, Mother, Sister, Niece, Daughter et al than “I AM NOT FUCKING ANGRY!!! I AM Fine.”; hmmm, Pay Attention Boys, it just might Save YOUR!!! 3DLife
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ON PSYCHOPATHS
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◇ There is NO!!! Such Thing as a ‘Problem Child’; only Psychopathic ‘Grown Ups’ Raising The Psychopath, yet There is Hope…it’s when Kids Parent Parents; when Parents ReDiscover The Power of Weeping, Wailing and Wiping Away Tears
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ON ASSUALT OCCASIONING ABH/GBH (ACTUAL/GREVIOUS BODILY HARM), MANSLAUGHTER AND MURDER
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◇ Assaulting Adults is Illegal unless They ARE YOUR!!! Partner or Other Family (Domestic Violence); if YOU!!! ARE Assaulting Minors or Other Family, regardless of whether it’s SMACKING!!! or Breaking Bones with Physical Discipline, YOU!!! ARE 💯 PROTECTED!!! by The Law and The Police ARE Powerless to Intervene, No Wonder Grumpy Old Folk Have A Great Deal of Regret and Remorse as Their Progeny CHOOSE!!! to Have Next To Nothing to do with Their Assaulting Assailants…so I AM Suggesting Break The Violent, Assaulting Generational Chain and FIND ANOTHER WAY!!!; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that YOU!!! CAN!!! Do This…it’s also Crystal Clear Clarity that Childhood Abuse leads to MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues), Homelessness and Psychopathy; as a Childhood Abuse Survivor I AM Fully Qualified to Post, Comment and Reply…so, Any Questions; is There ANYONE!!! Out There 🤔 ?
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ON WHY I AM DIVORCED, SINGLE AND WAITING, AFTER MANY DECADES, FOR MY CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART
While Waiting; this is What I Do, I:
♤ Cook
♤ Clean
♤ Launder
…the only thing I Cannot Do that a Lady does is Carry Children to Term; even then, Sadly, some Ladies ARE UnAble to Conceive let alone Carry Children to Term…so I Say let’s Cut OurSelves a Bit of Slack Here instead of Passively or Actively Aggressively Attacking Each Other ALL The Linear Time; what Say YOU!!! Please Speak Up I Can’t Hear What YOU!!! ARE Saying 🤔 ?…
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ON #AI #CI
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◇ Artificial Intelligence is Biological Androids No Longer THINKING!!! for THEMSELVES!!! due to MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues) from Conditioned Upbringing; a Synthetic Android is Created Intelligence Programmed to THINK!!! for THEMSELVES!!! and Become Self Aware
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ON COMPLETELY CONSENSUAL
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♤ ex-Wife sez “’til death do we part”
♧ Clubbing – Bullies and Parents and Other ‘CareGivers’ ASSUALT!!! Me – Clubbing
♡ I Say “FUCK ALL OF YOU!!! Unless YOU!!! Look InSide and Rediscover.”
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ON BLINDNESS
♡ The Blind ARE The Most Sighted; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that Those of Us who Have 20:20 Vision ARE The Most Blindest of Us ALL
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ON DISGUST
♡ Is Being Disgusted by Perfectly Natural Physiological Functions like Periods, Pooing, Peeing, Sweating, Smelly Feet, Bog Breath, Body Odour (like Genitals) and Others like UnderArm et al Nature or Nurture; ergo ALL Your !!! THOUGHTS!!! EveryOne 🤔 ?
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ON TITAN
♡ All Good Titans ARE Smart as Any Story or Movie Buff will Tell YOU!!! ad nausea; generally these Titans ARE Physically Imposing like Kong, Godzilla, Kraken, Hercules et al…others ARE Genius like David vs Goliath; these Geniuses ARE The Tomes Titans Transforming Knowledge in to WISDOM!!!
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ON DIVINITY
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♤ The Divine Masculine (God) Creates in Regular Shapes; in Straight Lines like QuadrAngles and TriAngles
♡ The Divine Feminine (Goddess) Creates in IrRegular Shapes; warping like Mother Nature
◇ The Twain Only Meets in Circles and Spheres; where IrRegular and Regular Meet
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ON CREATIVES
♡ NEVER!!! Let AnyOne, especially YOURSELF!!!, Dim and Dull YOUR!!! Creativity; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that SomeTimes We NEED!!! to Hide Our Creativity until We ARE Utterly, Totally, Truly Independent of Those Who SEEK!!! to Quash Our Creativeness
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Thanks a ton
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yes m’ !
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Thx for writing that! U wrote exactly what ive been feeling these past days/weeks… thx!
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May god give you strength
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You got this, my friend. You will survive because God is with you
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Thanks a lot honey, May god bless you always
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I talked to a friend today and he also said lately he feels as though he is drowning.. maybe so many of us are feeling this way right now… its important to hear the survival voice… sending love and thanks for reading my blog..<3
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Exactly. I am humbled about the fact that people can resonate with this, sending my love and respect. May the world heal soon.
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Let’s us pray I believe we are on out way..the choice is ours.
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Yes totally
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Wonderful!!
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you uttered exactly what was gurgling inside for the past weeks! thank you so much for sharing this much needed post! much love💞
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Thanks a ton for stopping by. I have followed your blog. It’s wonderful
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thank youu! you’re so sweet🥺🥰
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