I write this letter to myself with a numb heart,
Nothing but numb for now
Deprived of all the human emotions
Unable to feel the surroundings
Voices and people seem to be blur
No tears in eyes, no voice left
I know nothing, I have nothing
As I sit, I feel drowned, just with my head above the water
Enough for me to breathe, and survive
My hands feel numb
My legs feel cold
A sense of quivering inside my soul
My mind feels like a blank canvas,
I try to recall the good memories
But there ain,t many to caste my mind
I try to spot a fake smile, to feel the euphoria behind the curvy expression,
But my heart aches as I fake it
But there’s something my mind knows well,
It’s not weak, it’s not shallow
It is powerful, strong, resilient and a force to reckon with,
I know it will lead the marches
I believe in myself,
I have faith that everything will work out for the best
I have no tears in my eyes
I have no expectations in my heart,
I feel detached, buy detached for good.
But I have a soul, which silently utters the words “I got this,”
I got this my girl.
I got this, You got this…
We got this honey.
All of us got this.
Whatever you are going through, never forget to remind yourself that, you are a survivor, and you got this.
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